everything doesnt always go the way you want it to

summer is so fucking frustrating i know i havent been blogging for a long time but iono im just bored and frustrated. summer so far is not crackin' by far maybe the worse except for the stuff i do with janice. next week isnt gonna be koo i got jury fucking duty wtf why the fuck would they randomly choose me of all people. i dont even know how any of that shit works if they ask me im just gonna say im racist so they dont continue my duty. i dont even know where that shit is even at man wtf. what else uhhh fucking work wants me to try other departments when i dont want to cuz its pointless i only work part-time mothafuckas. they said if i dont try other departments im not helping the company fuck that then im about to bounce from that place so get ur free movies before i leave. time to go job hunting! oh yeah fucking kaiser man so i got like this patch on my hairline where the hair isnt growing they say its from stress and know that i see i do stress sometimes but fuck iono. so i had a appointment on the 13th just to get a fucking referral like wtf just recommend me to the derm so they can put that steriods shit again and make my hair grow faster. so instead of them calling me to tell me a appointment i had to call them and when i called them they said they only do 2 weeks in advance maybe if they fucking told me earlier i woulda called earlier. so when i called they said my appointment can only be aug 5 or 6 but i was like nah i cant cuz thats when im going disneyland with janice :) so they were like call next week now it takes almost a fucking month just to get a appointment with the derm. i swear im fucking stressing off bullshit man. i dont even have a stress reliever anymore before it was basketball but i hardly play anymore cuz i dont have a ball and no one ever balls up anymore. i cant workout cuz i think thats why i got sick. i think i need a fucking another vacation after me and babes disneyland trip. sorry for ranting or whatever but i had to get it out. i miss janice and baby b :( feel better babe.